Okay so i just got the WORST call ever in my life.

I’ll tell you guys something about my life real quick, I have a grandma that was diagnosed with emphysema over 10 years ago. The doctors told her that she has about a 5 year life expectancy. She pushed through the years like a soilder….She went to the hospital 3 days ago..and tonight the doctor called my house and said that she took a turn for the worse & that she had a stroke. My grandma chose to be under “Do not rresuscitate” which basically means that if anything serious was to happen then they’d just have to let it happen. The doctor told my mom that they don’t know if she’ll make it though the whole day. 

My mom, my uncle && my great uncle are at the hospital right now. ME, personally, i chose not to go. I WANT to be there for my grandma, i love her dearly but I DO NOT… DO NOT want to be there if my grandma passes away in that place. I don’t want a doctor coming out to inform my family & I that she’s no longer with us. This would be the second time in my life that i lose someone close to me.  

My cousins are coming over now && we’re just gonna stick this night out together and be there for each other if anything is to happen. 

The kind of emotions i’m feeling right now are calling for a potter movie night. IDK but HP just puts my soul at ease. HP was all i watched & read for the first few months after my best friend passed away. I’m trying to stay strong through this, guys. 

I don’t want any bad news today.